lalalive23: (Bellamy Face)
Title: The Long Surrender
Author: [livejournal.com profile] lalalive23 
Pairing: Belldom
Rating: PG-13
Warning: Fluff and language
Summary: AU. Matt moved to Spain immediately after his lover left him to continue his work on the Spanish guitar. When Dom takes a holiday with his new fiancee, his world gets turned upside down and nothing is ever the same again.
Feedback: Not gonna lie, I'm a feedback whore. I get the shakes without it.
Disclaimer: I don't own Muse. If I did, they sure as hell would not be let out of the naughty closet. I don't make money off this. If I did, I would be a rich lady and not distracting myself from writing an undergrad thesis that is somehow much bigger than I.
Note: I swear I am not leaving you guys with cliffhanger's on purpose lmfao. It's just that this chapter wound up being really long (I typed 'this' wrong and just learned that its an anagram of 'shit,' which I initially had put in omg lmfao), so I decided to split it up into two. The next bit should be coming tonight/tomorrow. I promise. Also: 12 Bar is a real place :D I was looking for venues that had small capacity numbers, similar to NYC's Webster Studio (which is my all time favourite venue omfg) and this place won. Turns out, through my creeping on street view, I've actually walked by this place when I was in England lol. Strange times. Epic endless thanks to [livejournal.com profile] sheer_poetry  and [livejournal.com profile] end1essly  for reading over this when I put out a twitter call for help. The lack of [livejournal.com profile] sunshine_173  in my life is painful (and yes, dear, that means get your ass online at some point). OH. And [livejournal.com profile] mrkwest is fucking awesome for letting me cry at her about my soundtrack issues xD Annnddd - I love you, readers, well and truly. Your comments are so exquisite. <3

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I've been looking for someone to believe in. )
lalalive23: (DT Pompeii B Roll)
We don’t tell each other what we think of each other enough or how much we mean to one another. It's nice to just reach out sometimes and give a little love, so make my day and post a comment anonymously telling me how you feel about me, what you think of me or anything you like.

Then post this on your journal and see what people think of you.


Never done something like that before. Anon is enabled. If you want me to know who you are feel free to tell me.
lalalive23: (Mathias)
Title: The Long Surrender
Author: [livejournal.com profile] lalalive23 
Pairing: Belldom
Rating: PG-13
Warning: Fluff and language
Summary: AU. Matt moved to Spain immediately after his lover left him to continue his work on the Spanish guitar. When Dom takes a holiday with his new fiancee, his world gets turned upside down and nothing is ever the same again.
Feedback: Not gonna lie, I'm a feedback whore. I get the shakes without it.
Disclaimer: I don't own Muse. If I did, they sure as hell would not be let out of the naughty closet. I don't make money off this. If I did, I would be a rich lady and not distracting myself from writing an undergrad thesis that is somehow much bigger than I.
Note: Holy shit guys, it's been since fucking March since I've updated. Feel free to send some forms of punishment, because oh god, I feel so ashamed. Anyway, I don't have much to say about this chapter other than that it gave me troubles. I really can't be away from it for months at a time cause getting back into the language took some work. If it seems off, I'm sorry =/ I SHALL MAKE YOU CUPCAKES TO MAKE YOU HAPPY AGAIN! Anyway, ETERNAL, ENDLESS BALLS OF CHRIS CORNER AND SEX AND SMUT to [livejournal.com profile] sheerpoetry ,[livejournal.com profile] captivemuse , [livejournal.com profile] sunshine_173  and [livejournal.com profile] millionstar  for being cheerleaders, betas, faff girls and smut queens. I love those ladies like they are part of my spirit.

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Another kind of love, it's easy to forget )
lalalive23: (aidan)
Title: Drabbles via Music (One shots)
Author: [livejournal.com profile] lalalive23 
Pairing: Belldom
Rating: from G to NC-17
Feedback: Makes my heart feel like Bellamy is dipping it in melted chocolate while Chris Corner is stroking my hair. Yeah. That good.
Warning: There's some sex...and some guns...and some sadness...and some fluff. :D
Disclaimer: My life is flawed and I don't own anything pertaining to Muse. I should though. I've invested so much into their career, I feel like I should own a piece of their stock. 
Note: HAI GUYS. *tries not to quote Eminem* It's been like...you know...nearly two months since I've written anything fic related. So I decided to do this. If you follow me on Twitter, you know I've been trying to write TLS and WITW for weeks but haven't had the chance. Now that I do, I feel like I've been out of the swing of fic writing for so long that I'm rusty and need practice. So, here we are. 10 prompts from songs on my itunes. All different and all loads of fun to write. (number 5 is my fave, in case you were wondering. and sorry about 10...just...yeah). Also, props to my iTunes for not once giving me a Muse or IAMX song.

Prompt from emily and my wife <3 )

Smut and lolz within )
lalalive23: (PORN TIME)
Title: Little Red Corvette
Author: [livejournal.com profile] lalalive23 
Pairing: Belldom
Rating: NC-17
Warning: Sarcasm and sexual content
Summary: London, 1984. Matt meets Dominic in a dingy night club after weeks of watching him intently. Dominic is sexually insatiable, drives a corvette, and thrives on pleasure. Essentially pwp, and there is nothing wrong with that.
Feedback: It's my Kubrick, it's my Jesus
Disclaimer: I don't own Muse. Something went horribly wrong in my life, I know. I'm still trying to figure it out.
Note: It's finished! Clearly, I had a ball writing this. I mean. It's Prince. How could I not? But really, I never seem to allow myself the opportunity to be witty so I kind of took this and ran with it. Thanks to [livejournal.com profile] dolce_piccante  for looking some of this over <3 Love her face <3 I want to dedicate this whole thing to [livejournal.com profile] millionstar . She's my Prince soul sister and she really encouraged me to have fun with this. To all my readers, commenters, lurkers I LOVE YOU! Enjoy :D

Part 1

I'm gonna try to tame your little red love machine )
lalalive23: (boys smile)
Title: Little Red Corvette
Author: [livejournal.com profile] lalalive23 
Pairing: Belldom
Rating: NC-17
Warning: Sarcasm and sexual content
Summary: London, 1984. Matt meets Dominic in a dingy night club after weeks of watching him intently. Dominic is sexually insatiable, drives a corvette, and thrives on pleasure. Essentially pwp, and there is nothing wrong with that.
Feedback: It's my Kubrick, it's my Jesus
Disclaimer: I don't own Muse. Something went horribly wrong in my life, I know. I'm still trying to figure it out.
Note: I've been planning on writing this for about a month now. I love Prince. Those of you who follow me on Twitter have been witnessed my tendency to shout Prince lyrics at random. I also love cars. Bet you didn't know that about me! Prince and cars = OH GOD OH YES OH GOD. So, really, it was only a matter of time before I wrote this. HOWEVER, I had no idea it would be this long, jfc. So I'm splitting it in two. If it gets any longr than this, feel free to slap me. I give a special shoutout to [livejournal.com profile] millionstar , who loves Prince just as much as I do <3 To [livejournal.com profile] sheerpoetry  for looking this over, kind of, because she is an angel. And, obviously, to my plot penguin [livejournal.com profile] sunshine_173  for reminding me that I have a fucking blast writing in Maffew's POV. And to all my readers, commenters, and lurkers (yes! I am talking to you <3) I LOVE ALL OF YOU SFM <3


You had a pocket full of horses. Trojans and some of them used )
lalalive23: (bellzhair)
Title: The Long Surrender
Author: [livejournal.com profile] lalalive23 
Pairing: Belldom
Rating: NC-17
Warning: Fluff and sadness
Summary: AU. Matt moved to Spain immediately after his lover left him to continue his work on the Spanish guitar. When Dom takes a holiday with his new fiancee, his world gets turned upside down and nothing is ever the same again.
Feedback: Not gonna lie, I'm a feedback whore. I get the shakes without it.
Disclaimer: I don't own Muse. If I did, they sure as hell would not be let out of the naughty closet. I don't make money off this. If I did, I would be a rich lady and not distracting myself from writing an undergrad thesis that is somehow much bigger than I.
Note: It's been a fabulous day for team TLS. Those of you who follow me on twitter know that I am now a good deal of the way through my thesis, which has been the main reason this hasn't updated in over a month. I recently lost 9 pages of work and I had a mental breakdown. That really scared me into action, so it's been thesis time and school time, never fic time. BUT SOMETHING ELSE HAPPENED TODAY. [livejournal.com profile] sunshine_173  and I finally sat down and had a proper writing party. My plot penguin, I have missed her soooo much. **Also: the TLS Interview Post is still open for questions. OTHER THAN THAT, ENJOY THIS OK BECAUSE I LOVE ALL YOU!!! <333 Idk why I shouted that. I just wanted you to feel the force of my love xD **Thanks to [livejournal.com profile] dolce_piccante , [livejournal.com profile] millionstar , and [livejournal.com profile] sunshine_173  for being cheerleaders, bit readers, plot doctors, and the most epic ladies ever. Also, welcome [livejournal.com profile] kaosspad  to the TLS team <3 Her efforts at helping me find the appropriate music for this chapter were welcomed and appreciated beyond belief <333

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The world revolves for someone )
lalalive23: (DT neck)
Title: Written in the Walls
Author: [livejournal.com profile] lalalive23 
Rating: PG
Pairing: Bell/Dom and a few original characters.
Summary: AU. Matt and Dom are teachers at a local high school in 1954. They don't want their relationship to be discovered, especially by those they work with, even though they've been living together for nearly 4 years. This is the story of what happens when the school librarian discovers them.
Warning: Fluff and sadness
Feedback: It's my Kubrick, it's my Jesus.
Disclaimer: I don't own Muse. I don't make money off this. This never happened. I do, however, own the characters Ellen and Martin, and their respective family members/coworkers. They are mine, so please do not take them. I am willing to share if you want to collaborate on something, but otherwise no touchy plz!
Note: I know I spend a lot of time in TLS world. But there is something about writing this that feels like coming home. Seriously, I love this universe so much it makes me want to cry. I actually did get really emotional writing this chapter, so I hope you enjoy it. I've got my cheerleaders [livejournal.com profile] dolce_piccante  and [livejournal.com profile] millionstar , who read bits of this and encouraged me that it was a proper direction to take this. And I have to thank [livejournal.com profile] sheerpoetry for putting up with my email blasts and reading what I wrote of this even though she's never read the series at all. They put up with my insecurities like champions <3 And thanks to all my readers. You guys seriously make my world turn.

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No one gets hurt, you're doing nothing wrong. )
lalalive23: (CC Smile)
Title: The Long Surrender
Author: [livejournal.com profile] lalalive23 
Pairing: Belldom
Rating: PG
Warning: Fluff and sadness
Summary: AU. Matt moved to Spain immediately after his lover left him to continue his work on the Spanish guitar. When Dom takes a holiday with his new fiancee, his world gets turned upside down and nothing is ever the same again.
Feedback: Not gonna lie, I'm a feedback whore. I get the shakes without it.
Disclaimer: I don't own Muse. If I did, they sure as hell would not be let out of the naughty closet. I don't make money off this. If I did, I would be a rich lady and not distracting myself from writing an undergrad thesis that is somehow much bigger than I.
Note: YAY. Beginning of part 3 :D I've mentioned before to a few of you that Part 3 of this story is the most well drafted thing I have ever created in my life. Some time in December, I hashed out exactly where I wanted this story to go, right down to the exact chapter number I thought it would end in. The number has changed, since I've changed the pacing, but the events are still the same. This part will fly by because of this, so I want to break it up as much as possible. I don't want it to end :( :( ALSO. I would like to draw everyone's attention to the TLS Interview Post! If you ever had a question for the boys, Julia, Vida, or even Ian, go ahead an ask. The post itself details what is acceptable to ask and what I'd encourage you to ask. So feel free to post some if you like. That said, I want to give roses, chocolate, Dom Howard, and a tank of confetti to [livejournal.com profile] sheerpoetry  who, in the absence of [livejournal.com profile] sunshine_173  who has been busy with life, has become an extremely special part of the TLS team. She is, again, and angel. To all of my readers and commenters, I love you <3. I've received loads of new commenters recently and all I can say is YAY!!! I LOVE SEEING ALL YOUR FACES <333


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I feel alone with everyone. )
lalalive23: (CC Smile)
 So. Imma follow in the footsteps of my idols [livejournal.com profile] dolce_piccante , [livejournal.com profile] millionstar , [livejournal.com profile] glitterati  and a few others and do

THE LONG SURRENDER INTERVIEW POST.

This is your chance to ask the boys anything that's been burning in your mind. Vida, Julia, and Ian can also be asked questions, though Julia will appear in a different location considering she doesn't want to be in the same room as Dominic.

Ask ~sexy~ questions, funny questions, intellectual questions, questions that make them LOL and questions that make them squirm for days.

My only stipulation is that you please don't ask questions that involve spoilers or questions about future plot points. Another interview will be done at the end of this story.

I'm posting this because I'm going to take a break from TLS for a bit and work on WITW + a story that might not get posted to LJ. I haven't decided yet.

I love you, dear readers ^_^
lalalive23: (tie)
Title: The Long Surrender
Author: [livejournal.com profile] lalalive23 
Pairing: Belldom
Rating: PG
Warning: Fluff and sadness
Summary: AU. Matt moved to Spain immediately after his lover left him to continue his work on the Spanish guitar. When Dom takes a holiday with his new fiancee, his world gets turned upside down and nothing is ever the same again.
Feedback: Not gonna lie, I'm a feedback whore. I get the shakes without it.
Disclaimer: I don't own Muse. If I did, they sure as hell would not be let out of the naughty closet. I don't make money off this. If I did, I would be a rich lady and not distracting myself from writing an undergrad thesis that is somehow much bigger than I.
Note: So. Here we are. We find ourselves at the end of Part 2. Sigh. Only one part left until the end and the thought makes me want to curl up into a ball and weep. I know for a fact you guys will love the next two chapters. ;) Part of this was difficult to write, mostly because the last half is everything that I did after Arianna left. So, pardon if it feels choppy, pardon if it feels broken up and strange. It's the best and most accurate way I can describe those emotions. Many songs went into the inspiration for this chapter. They are all featured on the soundtrack I shall be posting immediately after this :D Dear readers, I love you <3

I send treats, love and worships to [livejournal.com profile] dolce_piccante  for talking to me all day about bacon, CVS, nail polish and random TV shows. Also for putting up with me for going on about Purple Rain. I love [livejournal.com profile] sheerpoetry  for looking over this entire chapter for me. She is an angel <3

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Waiting for the final leaf to fall )
lalalive23: (tie)
Title: The Long Surrender
Author: [livejournal.com profile] lalalive23 
Pairing: Belldom
Rating: R
Warning: Swearing
Summary: AU. Matt moved to Spain immediately after his lover left him to continue his work on the Spanish guitar. When Dom takes a holiday with his new fiancee, his world gets turned upside down and nothing is ever the same again.
Feedback: Not gonna lie, I'm a feedback whore. I get the shakes without it.
Disclaimer: I don't own Muse. If I did, they sure as hell would not be let out of the naughty closet. I don't make money off this. If I did, I would be a rich lady and not distracting myself from writing an undergrad thesis that is somehow much bigger than I.
Note: Well. I lied. Here is the next chapter. My mother informed me that we would be leaving at 5.30 in the morning to drive me back to school so I figured WHY NOT PULL AN ALL NIGHTER? My sleep pattern is fucked as it is. So...voila! The fruits of my all night activities. I do hope you enjoy this. It's very hard keeping speeches realistic lol. <3

Thanks to [livejournal.com profile] sunshine_173  for bit reading and telling me this didn't suck. And I give an award to [livejournal.com profile] sheerpoetry  for putting up with my teasing treats :D

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Love has got me fixed. I can't stop running after it. )
lalalive23: (DT neck)
Title: The Long Surrender
Author: [livejournal.com profile] lalalive23 
Pairing: Belldom
Rating: R
Warning: Swearing
Summary: AU. Matt moved to Spain immediately after his lover left him to continue his work on the Spanish guitar. When Dom takes a holiday with his new fiancee, his world gets turned upside down and nothing is ever the same again.
Feedback: Not gonna lie, I'm a feedback whore. I get the shakes without it.
Disclaimer: I don't own Muse. If I did, they sure as hell would not be let out of the naughty closet. I don't make money off this. If I did, I would be a rich lady and not distracting myself from writing an undergrad thesis that is somehow much bigger than I.
Note: Well. I'll not say anything about this, just let you read. I wanted to get this out because I won't have time for the rest of the week. I go back to school on Tuesday, so I have a busy week ahead of me. Maybe this weekend I can work on some fic. I'll try but I need to feel out my schedule before I know. :D Enjoy :D

Thanks to [livejournal.com profile] dolce_piccante , [livejournal.com profile] millionstar , and [livejournal.com profile] sunshine_173  for briefly reviewing bits of this. Thanks to my commenters. I love you all <3

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It's just not finished with you yet, a hold too intense to forget )
lalalive23: (Hamlet)
Title: Written in the Walls
Author: [livejournal.com profile] lalalive23 
Rating: NC-17
Pairing: Bell/Dom and a few original characters.
Summary: AU. Matt and Dom are teachers at a local high school in 1954. They don't want their relationship to be discovered, especially by those they work with, even though they've been living together for nearly 4 years. This is the story of what happens when the school librarian discovers them.
Warning: Fluff and sexual content
Feedback: It's my Kubrick, it's my Jesus.
Disclaimer: I don't own Muse. I don't make money off this. This never happened. I do, however, own the characters Ellen and Martin, and their respective family members/coworkers. They are mine, so please do not take them. I am willing to share if you want to collaborate on something, but otherwise no touchy plz!
Note: Jesus. It's been since October 29 that I've posted a chapter of this. Wanna know the sad thing? I've had this chapter and about 9 others after it drafted it since before I started TLS. Working this today...it was like coming home. It's the first fic I've ever written, and even though I've gone off and formulated one offs and about 3 other series that I'm planning on starting, this will always be nestled in my heart. I love these boys and are they are fucking REJOICING at getting some play again. I hope you enjoy this. I'm linking to the old chapters because I know it's 99% probable you've all forgotten where we left off/that this existed. I do hope you enjoy this. <333 Endless love and cookies to [livejournal.com profile] dolce_piccante , [livejournal.com profile] millionstar , and [livejournal.com profile] sunshine_173  for being cheerleaders, bit readers, inspiration givers, writing party buddies and generally the best girls anyone could ask for. Again, my fic would be shite without them.

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If I'm guilty of anything, it's loving you too much. )
lalalive23: (Default)
Title: The Long Surrender
Author: [livejournal.com profile] lalalive23 
Pairing: Belldom
Rating: NC-17
Warning: Swearing and a wank
Summary: AU. Matt moved to Spain immediately after his lover left him to continue his work on the Spanish guitar. When Dom takes a holiday with his new fiancee, his world gets turned upside down and nothing is ever the same again.
Feedback: Not gonna lie, I'm a feedback whore. I get the shakes without it.
Disclaimer: I don't own Muse. If I did, they sure as hell would not be let out of the naughty closet. I don't make money off this. If I did, I would be a rich lady and not distracting myself from writing an undergrad thesis that is somehow much bigger than I.
Note: Sorry about last chapter guys LOL. Giving you an NC-17 rating and not explaining that the big bang is still a ways away. How's that for a spoiler? Anyhoo. This chapter contains two of the lines I am most proud of..ever. In any of my fic. See if you can find them! This also was basically got banged out in a day. Which is really unusual considering it takes me about 3 days lately to even come up with how I want to connect major events. It's like...SUDDENLY I'M BACK AT SCHOOL AND I'M UPDATING DAILY. Unfortunately, I spoiled you all way too much in November, cause I don't see that happening ever again. But....anyway....this note is so off track it's scary. You know what....just enjoy the fic LOL.

EPIC THANKS MADE OF FIRE  to my beta babes [livejournal.com profile] dolce_piccante , [livejournal.com profile] millionstar , and [livejournal.com profile] sunshine_173  for reviewing my fave bits of this, staying awake with me for writing parties, listening to my insecurities and assuring me that people do actually like this story <3

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Sweeping up after my shame. )
lalalive23: (Hamlet)
Title: The Long Surrender
Author: [livejournal.com profile] lalalive23 
Pairing: Belldom
Rating: NC-17
Warning: Swearing and sexual content
Summary: AU. Matt moved to Spain immediately after his lover left him to continue his work on the Spanish guitar. When Dom takes a holiday with his new fiancee, his world gets turned upside down and nothing is ever the same again.
Feedback: Not gonna lie, I'm a feedback whore. I get the shakes without it.
Disclaimer: I don't own Muse. If I did, they sure as hell would not be let out of the naughty closet. I don't make money off this. If I did, I would be a rich lady and not distracting myself from writing an undergrad thesis that is somehow much bigger than I.
Note: FINALLY! The long awaited update. My poor boys have been fighting with me about getting this out. They're stubborn little buggers, not wanting to be honest with themselves but...here we are. It took me so long to write this, mainly because I needed to be sure that everything was perfect. But more than that, I wanted this to be real. Nothing about this story was ever intended to be easy, because love isn't easy (and you're one of the lucky ones if it is, for you). I spent so much time reading this and checking to make sure these discussions were exactly as I wanted them to be. Picking the music for this chapter was also a frigging bitch. I can't write if I'm not musically inspired and I needed something with a proper tone. Tool always sets me at ease. Anyway, I hope you enjoy this chapter (though I'm pretty sure you will ;)) *also...are we really at 15 parts? goddamn!*

Endless thanks to my musketeers [livejournal.com profile] dolce_piccante , [livejournal.com profile] millionstar , and [livejournal.com profile] sunshine_173  for being bit readers, inspiration givers, cheerleaders, and spot fixers. Honestly, my fic would be nothing if I didn't have them.

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Give me my wings )
lalalive23: (Hamlet)
Title: The Long Surrender
Author: [livejournal.com profile] lalalive23 
Pairing: Belldom
Rating: PG-13
Warning: Swearing
Summary: AU. Matt moved to Spain immediately after his lover left him to continue his work on the Spanish guitar. When Dom takes a holiday with his new fiancee, his world gets turned upside down and nothing is ever the same again.
Feedback: Not gonna lie, I'm a feedback whore. I get the shakes without it.
Disclaimer: I don't own Muse. If I did, they sure as hell would not be let out of the naughty closet. I don't make money off this. If I did, I would be a rich lady and not distracting myself from writing an undergrad thesis that is somehow much bigger than I.
Note: It is here! Dominic's poor, uncomfortable chapter. I honestly don't really like this chapter, or any of the ones I've posted in 2011. I read through the old TLS and there's a noticeable shift in style. I really have no idea why that is, but I promise I'm trying to fix it. I think it's mostly because these boys don't ever want to be apart, so when they are they fight me about it. *shrugs* Hopefully, I'll find myself again. That said, I do hope you enjoy Julia in this chapter. If you were ever wondering, Vida is very much Arianna, and Julia is very much me, at least, the woman I try/want to be. I never want my female characters to be weak, and I particularly love Julia here. ENJOY LOVERS!

I send a naked and gratuitously moist Matt B to [livejournal.com profile] millionstar  for being endlessly supportive and wonderful. I send an arsenal of men, featuring Chris Corner, Maynard James Keenan, and Ludovico Einaudi to [livejournal.com profile] sunshine_173  for being the best little sister anyone could ever ask for, <3

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I want to be someone else or I'll explode )

Meme Fiend

Jan. 11th, 2011 06:59 pm
lalalive23: (Tongue)
It's a meme world on my friends page! I'm not one for them, but I figure I might as well do one. So why not!


Has there ever been a question or two you've wanted to ask me, but just didn't know how to go about asking it? Well here's your chance!

No question is too big or too small. Too weird or too tmi. I want to try and be an open book.

I will leave this public so that anon posting will be available, should you feel you need to use it.


TLS is coming! Dominic doesn't want to talk to Julia, though, so it's slow goings :( I will also be getting to your comments soon <3 Love yous guise <3
lalalive23: (chris face)
Title: The Long Surrender
Author: [livejournal.com profile] lalalive23 
Pairing: Belldom
Rating: PG-13
Warning: Swearing
Summary: AU. Matt moved to Spain immediately after his lover left him to continue his work on the Spanish guitar. When Dom takes a holiday with his new fiancee, his world gets turned upside down and nothing is ever the same again.
Feedback: Not gonna lie, I'm a feedback whore. I get the shakes without it.
Disclaimer: I don't own Muse. If I did, they sure as hell would not be let out of the naughty closet. I don't make money off this. If I did, I would be a rich lady and not distracting myself from writing an undergrad thesis that is somehow much bigger than I.
Note: Many notes about this chapter, tbh. Firstly, I had a hard time writing this chapter, more so than the last. Mainly because Vida is based of my ex-roommate/best friend. When I started writing this, she was one of my main supporters for National Novel Writing Month, and she inspired a saucy Spanish lady that brought love and lolz. Those who have read my personal entries know what happened with regards to our friendship, so writing this was difficult as it brought back many memories of who she used to be. I think I've come to terms with this, and I want to use Vida as a way to keep my old friend alive. I had a real life Vida and she was special, and now I'm giving her to all of you. Secondly, I wanted this to split between Matthew and Dominic, as I usually do, but this part alone is about 8 or 9 pages so I figure that's long enough. Dominic will be part B. Thirdly, the music for this chapter is key. I found this song in my itunes and was blown away all over again about how it basically is the story of TLS. Please listen to it because it inspired much of this chapter. Finally, let's look at how TLS!Matt is supposed to look! God I love this picture.

[livejournal.com profile] sunshine_173  gets a Maynard and a Chris Corner for being epic. Yeah. I'm that kind of friend. ENJOY BABIES <3

Prologue  Chapter 1 Chapter 2  Chapter 3 Chapter 4 Chapter 5 Chapter 6 Chapter 7 Chapter 8 Chapter 9 Chapter 10 Chapter 11 Chapter 12  Chapter 13


The love I avoided is the only thing I've come to live for )

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