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lalalive23 ([personal profile] lalalive23) wrote2011-12-23 11:16 pm

Between The Flesh And The Glass: 2/??

Title: Between The Flesh And The Glass
Author[livejournal.com profile] lalalive23
Pairing: Belldom
Rating: R
Warning: Language
Summary: AU. The year is 2166. Matt works as a cryogenicist for the International System of Health. He volunteers to be the first person cryogenically frozen for 100 years.
Feedback: Tastes like a chocolate rainbow.
Disclaimer: I don't own Muse. This never happened (well, not yet). I don't make money off this. My whole life is a waste lol.
Note: The thing about this chapter: I know it's weird and abstract. It's meant to be broken and poetic rather than prose-y. Just note that all the events in italics will be mentioned eventually. ^__^ Yet again, the soundtrack to this story is key. Eventually I will post the songs :D Cheers to my beta boos [livejournal.com profile] sunshine_173 and [livejournal.com profile] millionstar for looking this over. I love them with all my heart. And I love you all! Happy hols bbs!

Prologue Chapter 1


Change. 

Easily occurring and drifting around and in.

Action upon action. To tear and break apart reality. Thriving on movement.

Voices and sound waves. Shattered and whole. 

A keypad. A different set of keys. Equipment shrinking in size, as results consume entire walls. Filling rooms. Wiped down to nothingness.

Little obsessions to birth and build modernity.

Enigmatic and bewildering.

Confusing and beautiful.

The breathing of the universe.

~~~~

She was Russian. He could tell by the weight of her accent. The thick drawl seemed out of place.

There was a man in the room with her. He was static. She was an immovable pillar. His frantic energy was too kinetic for her calm resolve. Urgency seemed to permeate the airwaves. 

"Anya." Panic laced with panic. "We have to evacuate."

"No, Jim, look. It's happening again. The electrical storm in his brain."

Distance was an impossible thing. She was too close and too far. He wanted to touch her.

"Anya, the fire -"

"Is several floors away. I am not going anywhere."

"Don't be ridiculous. What the hell could you possibly do?"

"This man risked his entire existence for the sake of science. We owe it to him to do the same."

No fear. Not from her. Twice the man of every man.

Leaving.

Everyone was leaving.

"Crazy fucking Russian."

An exit; not to soon.

"Nostrovia." 

~~~~~~~

They could have brought about change.

"I can't believe we're still using this formula. It's been dated."

"It's the one they started the project with, so we finish with it."

They could have brought a new beginning.

"Look at his brain. I wonder why it does that."

"His chart has shown this spontaneous activity for years. There's no pattern. I wonder if it's the brain fighting vitrification."

None brave enough.

Effort lost on an entire planet.

"That's impossible, though. It just…can't be."

How many would know?

"Don't be stupid. You're watching it happen, so clearly it can."

"Ok, but how? There has to be something in the synthetic…."

Fragments of men. Broken apart. Put together again.

Easy to forget.

"Maybe you should freeze yourself. See what happens."

"Yeah well if I do, I sure as fuck am not using this out dated piece of shit."

Fuck them all.

~~~~~~

A storm of brainwaves reflected in tempestuous eyes.

Irises in which to capsize.

A blinding shade of love. 

The surface of the Earth and its axis, grounded on flesh magnets. 

"Any day now."

Words dripping ecstasy into calloused veins. A shell to crack.

"You've been watching him for days, mate."

"I'm afraid that we've come so close now, it's easy to give up and think we've made it. Now is when everything could go wrong."

Words thick enough to hold. Vocals making holes in the unbearable weight of waiting.

"It's amazing that his brain is active again so close to the end."

"What are you going to do when he wakes up?"

"How do you mean?"

Tempting the darkness.

"Come on. You have this whole….fantasy."

"That makes me sound like I'm twelve."

Sounds of an escape.

"All I'm saying is I hope you aren't disappointed in reality."

A trigger.

A dawn.

Turning off pause.

-----

As soon as I'd grown accustomed to the dark, I felt myself get ripped apart. 

I wanted to beg Nathan to put me back under. I was begging to die. Something had gone wrong, I could tell. It was too soon. I shouldn't have been awake. It was a fucking disaster. 

Typical. I knew he'd fuck it up.

First it was the fire. No. It was cold. Too cold. It was the kind of cold that burned the skin, made you draw your hand back from a flame only to realize the nerves were shocked to numbness. Then came the slow trickle of acid through my spine, leaking into my muscles and throat. It was viscous, eroding everything in its path.

Someone was screaming. I wanted to tell them to shut the fuck up. All around me, there was noise. A single movement made my ears ring as though a gun had gone off next to my ear. 

Then I realized it was me who was screaming. 

I was moved to a table and the sting of the contact brought tears to my eyes.

Well, it would have, if my body could produce any form of liquid. My eyes were squeezed shut, sobs coming from my throat. No spit, no sweat, no tears. I had no idea when the fuck dehydration had set in. I was a bag of dry ice. 

I started to tremble. No, that's an understatement. I was spasming. Violently. I felt myself roll of the table, limp and flopping and crying like a child. 

Arms caught me before I fell to the floor. I wanted to push them away, tell them to fuck off, to join me in hell. If they had let me drop, I would have hit my head and been unconscious. At least it would have ended the pain. 

I wondered briefly if it was death that had caught me.

I chanced a glance and peeled my eyes open. The lids were stuck together, and, after spending several moments thinking I'd gone blind, I ripped them open to blink frantically.

It took several seconds for my vision to clear.

And then I was drowning in a storm.


[identity profile] sunshine-173.livejournal.com 2011-12-24 04:26 am (UTC)(link)
iweorforiutworjofj

[identity profile] chess-boxing.livejournal.com 2011-12-24 04:32 am (UTC)(link)
I. Love this. Your descriptions and the trains of thought before he woke up were divine; half song-lyric, almost. <3

[identity profile] shiner1.livejournal.com 2011-12-24 04:34 am (UTC)(link)
Fucking fantastic!

[identity profile] dolce-piccante.livejournal.com 2011-12-24 04:37 am (UTC)(link)
AHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!! HE'S ALIVE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I NEED MORE OF THIS NOWWWW!!!!!!!

[identity profile] darthtofu.livejournal.com 2011-12-24 04:39 am (UTC)(link)
IT WORKED IT WORKED! \O/
Hope he lives past his revitalization.

[identity profile] chibichi15.livejournal.com 2011-12-24 04:43 am (UTC)(link)
O.O this is so good, dear. I absolutely love how you write <3 on the edge of my seat

[identity profile] seaphire.livejournal.com 2011-12-24 08:50 am (UTC)(link)
KIBSU;HODITFNBJKIU;SOHRITEABFHKV;UOSIBDF
MOAR MOAR MOAR

[identity profile] xavje.livejournal.com 2011-12-24 09:21 am (UTC)(link)
It's alive, it's aliiiiveeee! *cackles like a mad-man*

This was so surreal! Loved the little bits of dialogue of scientists watching over him, and the fire! So exited to hear what all happened while he was out. :D

I wonder if Dom tried to hump him in his sleep :P Love that he's already so into him, ugh. Can tell this is going to be gooood!

xxxxx

[identity profile] xavje.livejournal.com 2011-12-24 09:21 am (UTC)(link)
Ahahahahaha, my reaction exactly!!

[identity profile] stefanyeah.livejournal.com 2011-12-24 09:49 am (UTC)(link)
Welcome back to the living, Matthew. XD
Now I wonder how the world has changed. And who's the one with the… fantasy. Is it a certain blond? And can he get through the shell of arrogance that Matthew surrounds himself with?

[identity profile] hannah-chapter.livejournal.com 2011-12-24 09:51 am (UTC)(link)
Love this story so much, can't wait to see what happens next.

[identity profile] engel-sehnsucht.livejournal.com 2011-12-24 12:11 pm (UTC)(link)
FHKSUGFKHBDFLKDSFCUDGBDFVBDFKJGJ

[identity profile] allthebliss.livejournal.com 2011-12-24 12:27 pm (UTC)(link)
matthew *sobs and hugs him*
i want to know what happens next!

[identity profile] plugged-baby.livejournal.com 2011-12-24 04:42 pm (UTC)(link)
OH MY GOD GUAIGOAJAOEIGJEOIKFPAGINSPGA
yes yes yes he's alive !

[identity profile] end1essly.livejournal.com 2011-12-26 06:28 pm (UTC)(link)
Whaaaaaat the fuck just happened, haha XD this was INTENSE, yo.

I loved the way you transition from poetics to reality so smoothly. It's beautiful :)

[identity profile] ashamedbliss.livejournal.com 2011-12-26 11:49 pm (UTC)(link)
THIS IS NOT ENOUGHHHHHHHH.

but omg... a fire? at... at the research placey thing? URP good ol' anya for keeping matty safe <333

mooooooooooooore! :P

[identity profile] musequera.livejournal.com 2011-12-27 08:10 am (UTC)(link)
Oh. My. God!!!!
This is getting better and better with each chapter.
Awesome bit of writing, my love.
More? Soon? Please????

[identity profile] muse-manticore.livejournal.com 2011-12-28 12:14 am (UTC)(link)
omfg!!!

Want more of this. :)

&hearts

[identity profile] lalalive23.livejournal.com 2012-01-08 03:53 am (UTC)(link)
Lmfao omg this gif. Oh. It is so perfect. Smish your face

[identity profile] lalalive23.livejournal.com 2012-01-08 03:54 am (UTC)(link)
Eeeee! I'm so glad you like this!! I was worried about this chapter just cause it's so abstract-y and weird. It's meant to be like broken flashes of images he can't describe. But YAY!! <3333

[identity profile] lalalive23.livejournal.com 2012-01-08 03:54 am (UTC)(link)
:D :D Thanks bb!!!! <3

[identity profile] lalalive23.livejournal.com 2012-01-08 03:55 am (UTC)(link)
Lmfao lmfao Lizz. Omg I love you <3333 I MISS YOU SO MUCH

[identity profile] lalalive23.livejournal.com 2012-01-08 03:55 am (UTC)(link)
You shall see :D

[identity profile] lalalive23.livejournal.com 2012-01-08 03:55 am (UTC)(link)
Omg. That's such a wonderful compliment. Thanks bbgurl!!

[identity profile] lalalive23.livejournal.com 2012-01-08 03:55 am (UTC)(link)
hahahaa!!!! OK!! <333

[identity profile] lalalive23.livejournal.com 2012-01-08 03:56 am (UTC)(link)
Lmfao I have images of Dom humping a glass case. brb dying. LOL. Thanks for reading bb!

[identity profile] lalalive23.livejournal.com 2012-01-08 03:57 am (UTC)(link)
Soon. SOON all shall be revealed. LOL

Thanks for reading bb. I admire your work so much so your comments mean the world <3

[identity profile] lalalive23.livejournal.com 2012-01-08 03:58 am (UTC)(link)
!!!!! Thank you so much! omg <333

[identity profile] lalalive23.livejournal.com 2012-01-08 03:58 am (UTC)(link)
LMAO <3

[identity profile] lalalive23.livejournal.com 2012-01-08 03:59 am (UTC)(link)
Thanks so much for reading and commenting my love! Matthew appreciates the hug <3

[identity profile] lalalive23.livejournal.com 2012-01-08 03:59 am (UTC)(link)
HE LLIIIVVVESSSSSSSSS.

[identity profile] sunshine-173.livejournal.com 2012-01-08 04:01 am (UTC)(link)
All night long, bitch. All night long.

[identity profile] lalalive23.livejournal.com 2012-01-08 04:16 am (UTC)(link)
LOL. Omg thank you so much. I'm so glad you liked it. I'm trying so hard to describe the physical pain. Thank you so much for reading bb

[identity profile] lalalive23.livejournal.com 2012-01-08 04:19 am (UTC)(link)
I love the first line of this comment. It made me smile so hard. lol I love you Em <3

[identity profile] lalalive23.livejournal.com 2012-01-08 04:20 am (UTC)(link)
:$ :$ :$ Thank you so much. Omg that means the world to me. More coming soon bb!

[identity profile] lalalive23.livejournal.com 2012-01-08 04:26 am (UTC)(link)
^___^ OK!! <3

[identity profile] mirrormonster8.livejournal.com 2012-01-09 01:55 am (UTC)(link)
Somehow I missed this chapter even being posted, WHATEVEN.

I just want to note that I hadn't even thought of him not producing bodily fluids after having been frozen. (Which is a pretty "DUH" thing, but, you know... lol.) And the thought of opening my eyes with no lubrication actually just made me gag.

Good job, you. *toddles along to new chapter*

[identity profile] stefanyeah.livejournal.com 2012-01-11 05:37 pm (UTC)(link)
Yay!

murple. Thank you. *blushes-and-hides*

[identity profile] shuralove.livejournal.com 2012-04-21 07:55 pm (UTC)(link)
that was extraordinary. :O

beautiful, fluid poetic lines. My mind doesn't really compute how your brain must work.
* applauds*