*GASP* Ok, we all knew this would happen eventually but...!!
His wishes, we both knew, were merely pipe dreams for an era we knew we would never live to see. She would not accept us, and if she did, society would no longer accept her.
And there was my first hate-the-world moment of the day.
No other movement needed to happen, for I was content in those minutes just to have him against me, as though the mere pressure against my body placated any form of anxiety or knowledge of the outside world.
I love these two. So much. I just... They mean so much to each other and the fact that they can't show it kills me so bad :( it's like they only have each other in the whole world and need each other to... survive even? Idk, but I get this feeling that they absolutely belong to each other. And it's so romantic I want to cry!
"I love you Matthew," he whispered, before kissing me with the same urgency I had used on him. "I love you. I love you." He repeated the words, punctuating them with kisses until our mouths sealed together as though they had been welded.
LIKE I SAID - it kills me :'( jesus christ, that is just beautiful. It's like he needs to prove to himself (and Matt) that what they have isn't wrong :(
It was in that nod that I realized that the future of my career and my relationship was entirely in her hands from that moment on.
*mumbles to herself* please please please please, Ellen, be human, please. We already know she's a strong and amazing woman, but I still can't help but wonder what she will say. And to see it from her pov.
Meeeep! I have missed this fic so much and it's more amazing than ever!! <3333
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Ok, we all knew this would happen eventually but...!!
His wishes, we both knew, were merely pipe dreams for an era we knew we would never live to see. She would not accept us, and if she did, society would no longer accept her.
And there was my first hate-the-world moment of the day.
No other movement needed to happen, for I was content in those minutes just to have him against me, as though the mere pressure against my body placated any form of anxiety or knowledge of the outside world.
I love these two. So much. I just... They mean so much to each other and the fact that they can't show it kills me so bad :( it's like they only have each other in the whole world and need each other to... survive even? Idk, but I get this feeling that they absolutely belong to each other. And it's so romantic I want to cry!
"I love you Matthew," he whispered, before kissing me with the same urgency I had used on him. "I love you. I love you." He repeated the words, punctuating them with kisses until our mouths sealed together as though they had been welded.
LIKE I SAID - it kills me :'( jesus christ, that is just beautiful. It's like he needs to prove to himself (and Matt) that what they have isn't wrong :(
It was in that nod that I realized that the future of my career and my relationship was entirely in her hands from that moment on.
*mumbles to herself* please please please please, Ellen, be human, please. We already know she's a strong and amazing woman, but I still can't help but wonder what she will say. And to see it from her pov.
Meeeep! I have missed this fic so much and it's more amazing than ever!! <3333